Breaking the Spell

My notes from leaving the occult behind — what worked, what it cost, and why I walked away.

Content warning: references to occult practice, satanism, and self-harm. Early Formation I was […]

An Unorthodox Journey: Documenting My Transition to Faith

This space documents my personal transition from an eclectic Western occult spiritual practice into Eastern Orthodox Christianity. For a long time, occult practice provided me structure, meaning, and a sense of inner development. Those aspects were real in my experience, and I won’t pretend otherwise. At the same time, I began to see deeper costs — psychologically, spiritually, and in how it shaped my understanding of reality and the self.

This blog is a record of that process: a reflection on how it changed, fractured, and ultimately led me to the correct path of Faith in Christ.